Friday, June 01, 2007
No matter how hard i tried, nothing seems to go the right way.
Bosses that think that i never do enough, but i do hella alot.
Parents who think that im being too fussy about my job, and would never lend you a single ear for your problems or woes, or whatever.
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Today on my way home, i thought about buying some food back home like snacks, and i know they would like it =)
And while eating, mom asked, "So you love to waste money when you started working huh?"
And she told me, "dont let your brother eat this, he gets stressed and would have pimples."
Then i was like, "So, im not stressed you mean? And everyone is the same, ok, let him eat, this is for him."
Then she agreed to let him eat ><"
Then later on, she asked how much pay i've got. Like, HUH?! You asked me a millions times that time, and you're asking it now again. I just have the feeling that she's more concerned about the money than of me.
"So, what are you planning to do with the money?"
I knew that she knows the answer, im definitely using it for my studies, thats like, DUH?
So, i refused to answer her. And she went on asking, "So, what are you going to do with the money? "
Then i told her for studies. Then she told me, "So, are you going to adopt a habit of spending it like this, and not giving money?"
I was like huh?! The other day she was like telling me, "You're still studying, dont have to give me money, i can understand that."
And then, i was like telling her, maybe i wont stay for the current job. Maybe i need a new one.
Then she got soooo worked up, and she said, "@#^@$&^#%^#$@%@$, Whatever job doesnt suits you. Every company has that problem for you. You're stressed everywhere in whatever things you do."
Really hate this type of accusation. Not that i myself know that im being in this situation. Everyone in my office was like, "Poor you." Like, i dont tell them a single thing but they know sooo much.
And last time when i got sick, she would say im feighing and stuff, and when i finally got too sick, then she would realise its not feighing -_-"
That really pissed me off, till i shedded a few tears earlier on, that was cool feeling! XD
I cant really tell anyone what has happened to me. Nothing to be proud of. All i can is to bottom it up :(
- evileen