Thursday, May 03, 2007
All these weeks seem pretty much like a question mark at this point of my life. What do i really want? What am i heading for? I dont know. Even if i have all the money in the world, i dont think i would be a happy person. But maybe at least, i would make my parents or my brother happy.
Somewhat, I dont really crave for the things that i really like in the past as much. (Examples like chocolates, any food la) And all the interests and likings seem to be dying. What has happened?!
Facing all the daily stress in the job, sometimes its really hard to hold back the tears. Like when talking halfway, I felt like crying (ok maybe im too emotional), i will look away (that kinda stopped me from going "Awwww" or self pity myself)
Some people are really nice. I was like, "OOPS" Then was kinda afraid to own up or something, but my conscious kept telling me to "GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!" If dont realise the mistake earlier, you will die harder. LOL! Just like the cherry tree story..
Some people are really helpful. Im so grateful and touched by these people. "If you do something wrong, no one can scold you, because you're a newbie" NEWBIE PWNS! LOL
Aiya, dont know what to say le. Alot of words to say, but its just so much. And i gotta sleep. :(
- evileen