Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Feel really stressed. Still unsure of many things at work. Today make some mistakes at work =( felt so bad. Today is month end, as i have presumed, i'd have to work OT or something. But went home at 9pm+, and i was alone when i headed out. The whole place was like so dim, so dark, and so quiet, and so remote. All alone there, waiting for a cab, but most of them were hired. I had a hard time getting one. So, asked my brother with a sms, "How to halt a cab". LOL!
And then, i was feeling so helpless and useless. Cant even halt a cab. ><" If you're wondering, actually i have not taken a cab on my own before, normally i take bus/train/get fetched. So.. Im a noob in this area as well.
Then my father told me he will come and drive me home. Then he said, if got bus then take bus or something. But the bus will never come la. When i was at the other side of the road, then the bus came. -_- It was too late for me to even run. For the one and only bus..
So, i was just maybe playing around with my luck. Tried halting a cab again, and then still, no cab stopping. And after some time, miraculously a cab stopped. And i hopped on, and i said the place, and the driver ask, "do you know which route to go?" I said no. And he told me he has to drop me, and he's really tired and said he live just around the area.(My house is damn far la) And yea he really did. Dropped me at the nearby shopping centre (at least got taxi stand there and crowded there la). AND ITS FOR FREE!!!
So, called brother up, and they came here to drive me home. Happy ending!!!
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And i really really feel like a noob at work. I really wonder what i will become of in the future. I want to do something that can at least make myself proud of (some achievements). And dont understand why the asst. mnger kept saying sorry to me. >< Coz no one did a proper handover? He's going to get the old staff back and then can teach me and the other new staff.
- evileen