Sunday, May 06, 2007
wtf?! lol i blogged so much liao, i clicked publish, then its a blank entry.
And whats wrong with these buttons again. *sighs*
So these were what i actually wanted to blog about, but it turned out to be a blank entry so i deleted the blank entry.
Lol, i really wonder who reads my blog other than myself xD ok, thats out of the the topic.
Recently, im falling into the state of depression. My life is becoming a schedule.
6.00am - my phone alarms and i wake up and brush my teeth etc
7.00am - i leave the house, and travel for 1hr 30mins to my workplace
(take the train and change to another train and then take bus)
8.30am - started working
By right my knock off time is 5.30pm, but these days i stayed till 9pm for OT. Not that i want to stay but no choice :(
If it hits 7pm, i can take cab home and claim from the company for the cab fare. The taxi driver thought i dont know how to go home and asked if im a taiwanese. LOL! Do i look like a taiwanese?
Everynight, normally if im going to stay late i will call home to tell my mom that.
(to be continued later **)
When i get home, my mom will ask me to..
"QUICKLY BATHE!"
"QUICKLY EAT! EAT FASTER!"
"QUICKLY IRON YOUR CLOTHES!!"
"QUICKLY SLEEP!!"
This is worse than school ok. Can never have your own private time. Feel really stressed, working and at home.
And whats more, im a complete noob in the office. Everyone told me they didnt do a proper handover. So they got the old staff back to coach me this saturday, and she was really nice and patient. Always smiling =D So cool to have her back to teach me, and she said im going to be so busy that i wont be able to do some stuff. So she asked for someone to help me temporary for the filing stuff and archiving, shredding, etc. We stayed till like 9pm. My phone was spammed like hell. I was in the toilet before i actually heard my phone ringing. Everyone called me to scold me for not calling home to say im in the office. Made the mentor felt bad la ><" My phone kept ringing and ringing and she overheard me on my phone. She was like talking to me halfway. Then phone rang so many times. She gave me her contact, and asked me to call her if i need help at work, and that she would help me. So nice of her :D And she even wanted to call a cab for me when she's leaving together with me. And when her cab came, lol she kept walking back to me and talked to me. And also told me to be careful and stand at the security guard there, its dangerous outside. xD So caring. I told her i made horrible mistakes. And she said, "who wouldnt?" Really felt very encouraged by her. This was the first time I met this lady, but i felt so close to her already. :D
- evileen