Saturday, May 19, 2007
It has a been a long time! Haha since i have last blogged.
Man, i love weekends. 5/7 of my life is like working, while the 2/7 is weekends!!
At least for the old office, i have worked till like 10pm+ almost everyday (though also sometimes i also dont know what im doing), but yea, some things still need to be done first, like preparing some *shouldnt name the name of that thing, incase my colleague happen to find my blog =0*, so yea, preparing *something* for the next day, so the next day wont have to hurry until like hell. Sometimes, certain things are so urgent, and yet you have to spend alot of time analysing it first, before making some "big decisions" when your boss is not around. Like you have to seek your manager's approval for some urgent stuff, but none of them are in, so you have to take a "risk", and make sure that what you have decided is right. (Ok, this only happened one time, luckily the manager approved xD)
Ok ignore that part, also dont know what im saying.
I was posed a question, "Do you feel happy working here?"
LOL, and my answer was, "Yea.. For one hour, which is the lunch break." xD
But maybe heaven has arranged it in such a way that i met these people to set goals for myself. I will pick myself up and maybe surpass this type of people one day. Haha, bitch (my meanie boss), just wait and see. *Evil laughter*
And some people are just so nice, they went out at 12pm for lunch, but i went out (alone) at 12.30pm to find them, (supposed to have lunch together with those closer colleagues all the time), and when i got there, i thought they have finished their food! =0 Like the table is so empty, they were like only sipping their pineapple juice or barley drink. Then the blur me, was thinking of buying food, and they say ,"yea yea we have finished ours" Then later when i wanted to go and get a drink first, they told me, "EH wait, dont buy food ok, we have already ordered yours" =0 And the meal costed them $60! And they wanted to treat me o.O (also weird leh, why only me), so a colleague went to order snacks, wanted to buy for them, then i paid for it. (the meanie boss is not included in this group of nice people) That meanie boss ate my snack hor *cough cough* Never ask her to eat it! But nvm ba, X_x just a piece of snack.
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I think im getting into a state of depression. My mom keep picking on me today as well. She isnt happy to see me using the laptop (like for only today and tomorrow i can use it? or some rare and random lucky days that i can get home earlier) She is trying her best to make me do chores for her. Like some things, really make you wonder, "cant these things be done at the time when im working?!" And you would start thinking if she accumulated it to make you work more. And Im crying right now. Like you feel that there's a stone or something stucked in your chest, and you feel like letting it out.
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Im very sure its not just me. But the people dislike that meanie boss as well. Even for those who are not under her. Especially from the other department, for those older ones. They will use sarcastic sentences.
I wanted to pass something to a salesperson, and i didnt know where he's seated, coz there were like many offices, i dont want to go around and around. So i happened to walk past a colleague, then i asked, "do you know where this **** is seated?" Then she told me. And the other colleague (which is from her departement) asked me, "Your supervisor never intro to you?" Actually she didnt =), but i didnt answer that question anyway.
Then after i have passed that document and walked back to my office, the meanie boss came to me and asked, "Why did you ask them? Cant you ask our own people? Now you know you get shoot by the people so how do you feel?" Then she gave a cunning smile. ( i was thinking like, wth? When i asked you, you said you dont know, or you will say, "Now i give you a challenging task, find out yourself." -_-, or just ask me to check yellow pages when i needed customers' contact. WHAT THE FUCK?!) And the older people from other department, they always come to me, and they think they needed to teach me something de. Not like my own department, i have to walk to them , and ask, and sometimes they are not happy, they wont give you an answer. And frankly speaking, i dont think think im the one being shooted at, coz that colleague doest like her. XD My other colleague told me that, when they overheard all these.
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And another salesman disliked her as well. At first it was a misunderstanding for my part. I thought the customer is supposed to be paying a cheq, but then turned out to be a girl payment. And everyone who can collect the "cheq", is not free, so i was thinking of another date with the customer. I was like asking, "So its a cheq payment right?" "Yea yea.." ( or maybe my phone is too soft, i could hardly hear very well)
And then, the salesman called me in a furious tone =\, and told me the customer scolded him? But when i called, the customer was on leave leh o.O Then actually later on i apologized, and he could understand that im a freshie and no one has taught me all these stuff before, so he could understand, and said its alright. Then we both already confirmed its a giro payment, and then he wanted me to check the with the bank, and i was like asking the meanie boss for the no. And she goes, "Why do you need it for?!" Then i told her that the salesman ask me to check if the funds is already inside our bank, (she dont even know the salesman no. -.-) then she asked me to call him and she answered the phone, and the way she speak to him, is like trying to pick up a fight, and create a problem. And the worse thing is, i have told her is giro payment, she still thought its cheq payment X_x, "Ok, this salesman wont be helping you in the future to collect the cheq, next time you have to ask the dispatch man"
Then i was like HUH?! I was thinking if the salesman, have cooled down, then got angry again by this call made by her. Then the other day i was passing something to someone in his office. He saw me like 2 times, and asked me to sit down like 2 times, and talked to me about her. At first he used the joke that i have made, when i was introducing to everyone myself in the cascade. =0 Introducing yourself to 100+ people.. So nervous =\, but i already made a joke, for about myself..the other new colleagues will say something like, "nothing much about myself", but i said, "I crack jokes to people but i laugh myself"
Then the salesman was like using this joke to make me laugh a lil, then he said till im very pitiful leh o.O, "You know.. She isnt helping you. You know why her name is like that? Coz she is using you." (If you're chinese, you will know what is "using" in chinese, yea thats her name)
Lol, every time i walk into his office to pass something to someone. He will say something. Like the other time he said, "You have a very good supervisor.. Very good.. (gives a stern face) Good until.. She doesnt help you at all" Sarcasm la =\ But, im so glad that so many people can understand my plight, and that im trying hard to learn on my own. And one colleague will ask me if im ok lol. 2 or 3 meanies but so many nice people around. XD
Dont know what to say already. But whenever i talk to people, i keep feeling that there's still so much that i have not said. And sometimes it so much that i dont know how to express myself, till i become very quiet.
- evileen