Saturday, May 12, 2007
Everyone knows working life sucks. I do know too. But my workload is like so heavy, till i dont even have the chance to slip out for lunch with my other colleagues. And another point is, i have never handled accounts stuff before, even during internship, so it was like 200% more harder for me. (Which is in total 300%)
Ok, why is it 300%?
The first 100%, would be the most commonly thought, "Working life sucks."
While the 2nd 100%, is due to poor handover of job. Someone is supposed to guide me my jobscope, like a week before they resigned. But there was none for me! At the start, i thought my supervisor is friendly, but it turned out she's....
She's.....
Umm Umm Umm...
She's......
=0 She's a MEANIE!!! ( My friend came to my table and asked me, "Eh changed shirt?" Then she was like talking to me about something, then she just said to him, "Can you please go away?" What the fuck, if im him, haha provided that i dont want to work there anymore i will say, "So what if i dont? You're gonna fuck me huh?")
She only know her stuff only, she doesnt know my stuff, ok maybe some. (You might be wondering, how the fuck she become supervisor xD) Everything that she taught me, is like not exact enough, i dont think she's a good coach and that the things she taught me, is kinda different from what the assistant manager have said.
She's biased towards the guy who is doing her *** ***** stuff. So patient for a guy. -_- As for girls, she will
%@$%$^@^@$^@$^, and she dont even know how to teach me properly, still blame me! And im new.. the assistant manager sometimes will, give a puzzled look, but he would always say its alright, coz im still new xD
Imagine you're new to the place. You dont even know all the people there. Many faces that you have yet seen, but they are the one you're supposed to liase with. And no one tells you your jobscope. ( but last week the ex staff came to teach me, she's so nice :) she gave me herself)
You're just alone on your own. People keep coming to you to do things for them, and you dont even know if its within your jobscope. If you have doubts of something, you cant ask the supervisor, and you're all on your own. This is what she would say, "Ok, now i give you a challenging task, solve it on your own."
For trivial matter she also get so worked up, starting to dislike her alot lol (i should stop this though). I have got the assistant manager's signature, and told him about the situation of the payment stuff already, if he signed it, means he's agreed to it, so i can carry on the procedure with effect. And she's blaming me for >< releasing orders on my own?! What the fuck lol, its the assistant manager who wanted me to. Bah.
And the other colleague next to her. Look so old and vain one la. Act gentle only. XD omg why am i talking like this?! When i ask her something she seem so annoyed, is it because she's not happy that im the youngest person in the company? =D Old fag hahahahahaha. And for the other new guy, he dont even have to walk to her to ask. -_- She will walk to his table and teach him personally. HAHA FAG!! Want to court the lil boy eh? (lil to her la, but old to me) If im mean one day ar, i would say, "Eh, you think i will take it to heart? Young people wont take it against old people one" xD Later must get the black van to pick up the corpse haha.
Wanted to go for lunch with colleagues de. Either i forget the time, or im being held up by something, then i will not be able to join them for lunch :(. Coz the bus need to wait for like 30mins then will come la! The one and only.. And yesterday, i was alone at this busstop, the colleague i have mentioned in the last paragraph, came to the bustop and then she kept talking to another person, and i was like totally transparent there de lor, alone you know :(
Zzzz waited for so long the bus didnt come. My other colleagues called me and ask if i want "da bao" (takeaway) instead. But i dont want to stay in the office anymore! Then some mysterious car from our company came and stopped and asked us to hop in, so i did. That person is from our company de but i dont know them lol. So i went to look for the other colleagues and had lunch with them. Arrr finally got out of the wulu place!
My colleague told me im a fresh grad, and my jobscope is too much for me, but they told me to take it as an experience, so can learn more things. Now i understand why so many people left. I shouldnt be alone doing all those. Lol, but would the supervisor care?
So stressful at work le, but also quarrelled with parents everytime i come home. When i went out for dinner with friends, came back at 11.40pm she locked me outside the house. Then we quarrelled and quarrelled, i went to bathe and cried till 1am then sleep. The next morning i got swollen eyes, but still must go to work de ma. Then yesterday wanted to watch a lil tv when i got back home, then she dont let me watch. She say im just using the tv as an excuse to use laptop. But if she was right, is it wrong of me to use my own laptop? ( my hard earned de hor) Then now my parents dont like me le. Want me to move out of house soon. That week i was in super low mood. So depressed. Think of dying all the time to end all these. XD how funny
XD Yesterday my colleague said i look like a cartoon character. LOL! TWEETY BIRD?! Awww never heard the word, "cute" for so long liao. (thick skin now) xDxD
So i look like mickey mouse + tweety bird now huh?
All that i want now, is to live happily. =)
- evileen