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A FairY TalE No MorE..

You know the story

You read the books

Boy meets girl

Then they fall forever in love

But I know better

So here goes a tale

Of the realest of the real

Listen

Now once upon a time in a small world

It was everything that I dreamed of

He was my gem and I was his pearl

Nothing could come between us

A prince charming to call my own

Until the day that he broke my heart

And left me wonderin all alone

Pickin my mind and soul apart

Used to believe in love

Used to believe in fairy tales

Since my heart's been crushed

I don't believe in much, I need help

Don't know which way to turn

Figure it out for myself

I've just started to learn

There's no such thing as fairy tales

Is a good story supposed to end

Unhappily ever after

Just as wonderful as it begins

And carry on for a few chapters

Baby how come each time I open up

I can't seem to get past stage one

I guess it's time for me to close up

And go back on the shelf because I'm done

Twinkle twinkle little star

Why do my dreams seem so far

Up above the world so high

Won't somebody tell me why

Can you help me out

Can you tell me what love is all about

Cause I never known it for myself

That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

All things bright and beautiful..All creatures great and small..

Wo Xiang Kai Le~ Maybe im just over-sensitive ba. Realised people arent totally that bad..Humans are kind in nature too.. Perhaps.. when they said those words.. they did not wonder how hurtful it was..Maybe.. they didnt mean it in the first place..Well.. forgive and forget...Wee!~

Getting fat le wor. Need to slim down X_X really soon. Or else.. next time will find it hard to buy clothes wor. Feels like enjoying myself to the full.. but school has already started.. is it too late to enjoy myself now? Wanna play abit more wor..feels so bored at home everytime i head home. Sian-ing everyday~ Dont know what is my interest now.. haiz

Phone repaired le. So i no need to use earpiece to answer call le. So troublesome.. Now just flip my phone and "HELLO???" XD can le. Sian-ing now X_X So i guess im using improper english.

Sms jama and apologized that yesterday i pang sei her.. really got a bit of headache yesterday.. 'cause totally no mood le.. Im a very impatient person, when i ask people qns i must get a reply really soon X_X. Else.. i will be pissed off..Replied like one hour++ later, that's why i have no mood de, then went to play organ.. came back and saw the reply.. haiz. X_X i wonder if she purposely/nv receive my msg. I dont think singtel's reception is that lousy right..?

Didnt know yy went out with them yesterday.. i thought it was only two of them.. X_X Now i get to see the picture already. When there's no me, she will be there. When Im there, she will nv be there. Jes, you said Ive always been a talker and not a listener, but..that's me alright.. We have known each other like err.. for 6 yrs? And now.. it couldnt be.. just because of this? And.. i have my reasons for talking *too much*. Well, as you see, I hardly tells people my personal problems. And, I can hardly find anyone who can share my problems. It's you girls. Who can be the ones.. X_X Well well..Next time i will try to speak less often then. Or even.. will there be a next time?

You said that.. she was angry 'cause she thought i was boasting in the past.. But now..Im all alone. There's nothing i can boast even at all. And why should she be angry of things from the past? I thought i was being too sensitive..or like what you have said, in the wrong way.

Im trying my best already. I dont know what i do can actually appease her. X_X What can i do?? Can someone help me out..

- evileen

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

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