Sunday, October 23, 2005
Today was supposed to update my posb bank book and also to repair my phone. But well, who knows where's the place? Bro went over to friend's house to stay, to study i think. Before he left, he called me bitch for one reason. I have betrayed him. I was told not to tell mother anything that happened between him and his gf. But mom kept probing me.. she said she will never reveal anything about her health to me. Although it seems that no one cares, but sometimes, i really feel worried and scared for her. Just that..i dont show it.. When you show it, it just the person sadder right..? I felt guilty.. really guilty.. i didnt mean it. She threatened me with that.. and was actually very concerned about it until i was left with no choice, but to blurt the truth out. Nothing much infact.. just that he doesnt want mom to know.. coz he doesnt want anyone to form a bad impression of that "gf". But things turned out to be fine already.. hmm.. just went down to collect some stuff from aunt which she has bought for us again. Father went somewhere to do something, so mom took (aunt's husband)Uncle Simon's car to another aunt's house. Always psycho my mom to go out.. but she doesnt want to. Always say.."wo de jiao tong" or "jiao ma bi". Good that they asked her to go visit their house ba.. better than staying at home all the time.. not good for health and also not good for the mind. So when i came up..went to tell kor got sushi wor.. alot.. Just so much that it makes me hungry again. And he replied me wor.. means ok le ba..
Dont know why i love to chiong out so much now.. Whenever at home, especially on weekends, 'cause never work on saturdays and sundays.. feel like going out to have fun or someone's company. X_X Haiz.. but always so hard just to get someone to go out now..Junior asked me when i will be free.. but then..she say wanna wait for the rest to be free as well.. the more the people, the merrier was what she implied. And dont know why.. maybe people working at my workplace.. like all wear skirts everyday.. hmm.. quite nice.. or maybe was it..because of the women that wears men's clothes everyday that urge me to get more "girlist" clothes now. Dont know what has come over me.. Guess it should be something good.. Sooner or later.. need to change abit for the better. Got one fren ar.. =X knows how to da ban.. lol.. so well that.. i also want to da ban already. X_X So.. i will try my best.. to "da ban" erm.. that will be my "short and long term plan" . Perhaps it's due to something in science called, "pheromones". Something.. erm.. that affects human's behaviour.. When frens get too close together.. they will behave the same way somehow? When pets and their owners.. spent too much time together.. the owner will look like the pet? And also.. it can be used to attract people from the opposite gender. Sold in bottles.. X_X in some "countries". Well, i know all these stuff 'cause of my bro, he was looking into business i think.. then saw this thingy.. haha.. pretty interesting..Can u imagine it? Pheremones sold in spray bottles.. just to attract the opposite gender? Oh well..Tomorrow gonna.. be the start of another week.. Gonna be a monday blue~ i think..X_X and i will complain n complain n complain.........hope tomorrow.. turned well to be a nice day. Give me some more data entry work! I dont want to call! X_X Or if i really were to call.. hopes i will get no.s of really nice people again.
- evileen