Saturday, October 29, 2005
Tomorrow is going to be my last day le..
So aww~ Come back on laptop le.. the wmp de randoms songs.. all is love de.. so aww~ Feel like Zzz.. de feeling also aha..But saw kor's nick, "Hen Tong..The wound bleeds.."
Hmm..Think it's gonna to take some while again for it to be healed ba..The wound will not be healed totally.. but at least, it will not feel that bad ba?
On my way home, standing on the train before me was a very very naughty kid.. I wonder why parents.. will just sit back and do nothing when their kids are misbehaving. I cant imagine..why the mother took the seat for herself, and not for her kids? She's so self-centred..Their father also.. never say anything de..X_X And i was leaning on the glass.. then suddenly heard the boy say to his sis, "Hey i learnt a word,DEENM"
sis: "huh?? Is there such a word?I dont think so.."
naughty boy: "There! *points at me* She says de " (>.<""") BIG SWEAT
sis: "oh.. wrong la.." then dont know what she spelt.. *scratches my head* My shirt dont have such words..eh??
Im a super sensitive person who cant stand negative remarks about me, strangers to talk about me, or strangers to stare at me (-_-") Though you may see me laughing after "some people" who commented nasty remarks..about me..infront of me, to me to be exact..Im taking it very seriously okie..? Anyone who talks to me, please think twice of what you are going to say..lol..
Oh well.. yesterday on the train to work and to home, for both trips.. there's always a person who stare at me. First, it was like this..on the train to work..Was about to alight at City Hall.. then I turned to face the direction of the doors that would be opened. Then.. this guy @_@ dont know why looking at me as if im some martians or i owe him money like that. On my way back home.. on the train.. same thing. But more annoying. This lady who was standing just infront of the person who is standing before me, 'cause her view of me was blocked right?? Then she stretched her way all up to see me (>.<") i dont think im thinking too much.. I wasnt looking at her.. but then suddenly isaw a head like that.. (-_-") So I was wondering what's happening.. And she was looking at me. yes. (>.<") As if im some animals from the zoo, again. So was feeling real uncomfortable.. so i went to take another position on the train, having my back facing her. And when i shifted position again, there she was.. facing me again..><" Looking at me.* Big sweat* So i was thinking.. is this a lunatic or what... so was having alot of thoughts on my mind. "Erm.. shift to another bunk???" Get really annoyed with those people on the train.. no choice.. so crowded. but still have to go work right..haiz..There was once, a guy just lean on the pole i was holding on to, i was feel so damn disgusted.. by his position and everything.. and once to school.. this guy.. the hand ><" MY hand was below there.. then the distance of his and my hands are about erm.. 10inches apart.. then imagine he slide all the way down and can ahem going to touch my hand ><" i quick let go and grab another place.. SAME THING HAPPENED AGAIN.. Same guy, Same Hand (-_-") Same movements.. on a different pole.. ARGH
I wish i could drive a car.. or to be chauffeured around.. dont like taking crowded trains and buses. I just dont like the annoying feeling.
Today I broke world's record..Dine at Suntec for only $5 for both lunch and dinner (-_-")
Allowance for yesterday and today: $12
Yesterday spent..around $7. X_X Forgot the exact amount.. Just know that what i take is always not enough for what i eat.. sighs..So today.. budget abit.. plan at 10am what to eat for lunch already..Nah..im not going to eat the same thing again. Tomorrow will be last working day aka. last holiday..eat what i wanna eat ba..
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Some things to stress.. i dont like people who are more loaded to look down on those who are not as rich. I hate such people. OR as my ex-colleague, jianming termed it, "materialistic people".
So what if you are more loaded? Do you actually got it by your own efforts? Do you think you are qualified to depise people?
Im not a rich girl. but i dont go around begging people for money.. Sometimes..people wanna give me a treat i will just joke around "okie!", or for those decent ones.. i will just.. say.."it's ok.. i can cope with it =)" I dont depend on any other people even for my online games, for instance,RO. Dont know how many people has offered to give me zeny in the past.. but i rejected them all. One thing is very important to me. That is.. pride. What i wear what i eat what i use, is not by stealing, robbing efforts. Everything i have got, is by orthodox means. I wrote this chunk of words for some reasons.. It's because what some people said in the past, has caused a deep wound in me. I wont mention the names.. but those who said it, will know it.
Okie dookie.. hope tomorrow ends well.. and gonna pass timesheet to xiuling and maybe the cupboard key to richard to help us pass to Calis.. When sch starts on maybe 2nd week then i get anime from jianming ba X_X so bored.. when school starts.. nothing i can do...
Oh ya.. Monday.. maybe i going to town.. also need to do some stuff in the bank before that.. Monday..Hope it will turn out well ba =)
- evileen