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A FairY TalE No MorE..

You know the story

You read the books

Boy meets girl

Then they fall forever in love

But I know better

So here goes a tale

Of the realest of the real

Listen

Now once upon a time in a small world

It was everything that I dreamed of

He was my gem and I was his pearl

Nothing could come between us

A prince charming to call my own

Until the day that he broke my heart

And left me wonderin all alone

Pickin my mind and soul apart

Used to believe in love

Used to believe in fairy tales

Since my heart's been crushed

I don't believe in much, I need help

Don't know which way to turn

Figure it out for myself

I've just started to learn

There's no such thing as fairy tales

Is a good story supposed to end

Unhappily ever after

Just as wonderful as it begins

And carry on for a few chapters

Baby how come each time I open up

I can't seem to get past stage one

I guess it's time for me to close up

And go back on the shelf because I'm done

Twinkle twinkle little star

Why do my dreams seem so far

Up above the world so high

Won't somebody tell me why

Can you help me out

Can you tell me what love is all about

Cause I never known it for myself

That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Today reported to Suntec City Convention hall Gallery East. Called Calis, and wow, it was a really damn easy job. Will get the phone everyday when i go work, S410i the 2.5G phone.. So basically my job is to play with the phone and sit/stand, promotes a little when someone passed by. Got a laptop on our booth as well. The SPH booth, only me n xiuling is representatives from SPH, the rest is OCBC and STARHUB promoters. Well, xiuling is a new friend i've made today. A better and easier job i would say, compared to the Taylor Nelson, the company that sucks big time. How would a company notify you that a project is done just before 2 hours you're leaving? CRAP!

Good that i have this job.. well well.. okie.. i should stop complaining for now..

Saw my dear fren de blog ar.. really sorry.. i working.. so cannot meet you on Thursday.. You said you wanna book me.. Now it's my turn to say I wanna book you. Jes, hear that? I really want something different.. something to change my life.. at least.. to make it interesting?Since I've lost interest in everything.. including games bla bla..so now im finding for my new interest.. hmm.. what could it be? MONEY? X_X

Next week will be the start of the sch new semester. Im not in the least excited at all. Nothing is worth for me to be excited for. Well.. it will just mark another beginning of a boring school term. And.. i will return to my own world.. again..alone..When will i ever see you girls again?? I miss you girls..even now.

This holiday i really feel glad. It is 'cause i get to see you girls, and also i can get to work, earn more money, really slack and do things that i feel like doing.

Today ate dinner and lunch alone. No choice. I had my dinner at the later timing. lunch 1pm, dinner 6.30pm.

hmm.. wonder what to get for my gers.. X_X Cracks my head..really hard..but i will try..

I hate my school.

- evileen

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

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