Tuesday, November 01, 2005
I suspect im suffering from depression. Saw the advertisement for it yesterday, I have all the sights.. I tend to get agitated very easily.. always not happy with anything..feels sad easily..have migraine also..(headaches everyday)... the more i think.. the more excruciating pain it is..
I dont know. Was already feeling tired after walking for yesterday. Jama was asking today if wanna go out, but i said, i need to fix phone first.. arrange with the rest then sms me what time and meet where. Jes online le.. say hi to me and asked me why still at home ><" then offline le.. then i cant call her, or sms her, coz phone was not with me..house de phone mama using..msn she offline haiz. Saw peiyi online with the nick, "playing 02jam", but i ask her why nv go out, no reply de.. feels so ARGH. So i put "busy" le. PIF..No reason to be angry, but im angry, dont know why. I dont want to go out le, Mama ask me go and pray i also dont want le, i have no mood le.. Haiz haiz haiz.
- evileen