Sunday, November 06, 2005
Hadnt stopped thinking for money for days already. Notes.. Textbooks..Bills..All to be on my own? It's like being half independent while people claiming that they are providing you a living.
Laptop to be bought on my own, they will tell ppl, "Hey.. this one ar.. not bad ar..I bought it."
And i dont really get allowance during the holidays. Err.. $6 for both lunch and dinner (workplace: convention centre), if anyone knows how to survive in Singapore with this sum, please add me at msn:
pohuimin@hotmail.com , not to mention eating the same food everyday ><" $6..Hadnt been enough for me. I was scolded for spending too much. It wasnt fault on my part though.. I have a mouth and a stomach, that's why i need to eat.. And also to blame the vendors why sell so exp? Not to forget the ones who collect the rental fees as well. School reopen.. sigh..Notes.. NOTES? Im trying to .. err.. act a bit ><" pathetic. "Err.. so im supposed to buy the notes.. err.. textbooks.. err.. with my card?" "Ok..permit granted." T_T omg.. i didnt wanna hear that. I wanan buy so so so so so so many things..If only there's really santa claus who exist in this world, I bet you have gotta carry a big red bag to my house for my wish list(s). Aww.. i need a santa =( How am i going to survive..Maybe i will be saving... whilst killing two birds with a stone, maybe dont eat so much as to slim down. I dont know if i should eliminate the thought of buying a car in future. X_X But jes.. you.....said you die die want sit in my car XD. Maybe i will buy a toy car, XD and we sit inside. I've found out I've changed alot for the worst lately. I dont know if this is for only temporary. It might be due to the stress/problems Im still facing everyday. If only there's a braining washing system just like what Norton Anti Virus will do..eliminate/quarantine those viruses. Be rest assured i will be back to normal 100%. Imagine ok.. 5 school days in a week. 1 day = $6 5 days = $30 4 weeks (one mth)= $120 + concession $52 =$172 *note : this month concession on my own. $52 : Used $38 on black tees for the job, and $10 for mrt fares And yes.. Mrt Fares..Been topping up for argh so much. Not to mention again, yes on my own. one day $3..topped up err.. like once in less than a week. And she's..saying, "WAH SO MUCH? HEY i give you money hor *thinking of the $52*, got hor!" ><" Oh well...."THAT'S ALOT" ++ inverted commas. **** What im emphasizing here is.. err.. not that i wanna take more money from her..Understandable that err.. ><" we arent that rich. BUT THE THING is, she's not happy whenever i buy something? And claims she's claiming she's giving me alot but i always have to chip using my own savings ><" Hard to save.. ARGH..
And for the past week im not happy with her for her illogical reasons for not giving me MY CARD. Astrocious right? Muahahaha.. there's no way im going to "return" or rather to give her. So im keeping it for good. XD I have 2 accounts.. give you one, then i keep one, fair enough? Those were my earnings anyway.
- evileen