Wednesday, October 24, 2007
I've bought a Balenciaga bag (real branded one ok, real leather) for my mom, since she was quite worried of not getting a nice bag to attend wedding dinner or something. The bag is worth $209 XD. And the interesting part is when i wanted to pay for my mom, and my mom wanted to pay, but i keep asking her to keep the money, then the sales lady asked my mom and said, "Your daughter cant be working right now right? She is student, am I right?" Then my mom said, "Ya" LOL?!? Then the sales lady said, "Yaaa coz, really looks like student to me, too young to be working." LOL? Why my mom want to lie XD, thought im not really studying at the moment.
I dont think anyone I have met in my life, would ever buy me things like this if i want. Or at least, something. These days i dont know why, i seem to hiam alot. Also feel that life is quite unfair at some points of my life. One day i must chong myself, and maybe when my keyboard gets older, till cant play liao (Still long way to spoil la), then i will buy a super nice one like the real piano. XDXD Mine sounds like piano , but no sustained sounds, the volume always remains the same only when you adjust the volume.
And I love to bear grudges for some of you who dont know me well. Some things i can remember for a very long time one, unless you are my really close friend, i will still remember but will just let the matter rest. When i see people getting different treatment from friends, i also get very "hot" one. I dont say it out, so no one will know, and no need la, unless you just happened to see my blog. Friends like these, will only get condemned, and getting more hated, each time i get "hotter". <-- sounds stupid and crappy right, but thats what i feel sometimes. Dont like friend making use of you, and dont like people who meet up for only some purpose (but jogging can la of coz! the park belongs to no one man, and exercising is good for health :D), because they need your help/something from you. Dont think im tiam tiam, means nice to step on my tail hor. Within me, there's a dark side. So, better think twice, if ask me for anything, unless you are my close friend. Reflect if you have missed out anything. What you have done wrong. And what treatment is different. Talked to some people about these, and they also agreed that these type of friends, have or dont have, also the same. Since im being so non existent, and always get missed out, or even on special days(hint : once in a year; hint: this is not something that you can do it like million of times. This is the most important day of a student). So it doesnt matter if they like me or not. Just like if you are not close to them, colleagues will just be colleagues, schoolmates will only be just schoolmates to you. Not even friends. Maybe treatment is different, because they'd thought that the person is poor (as in wealth).
- evileen