memories_____

A FairY TalE No MorE..

You know the story

You read the books

Boy meets girl

Then they fall forever in love

But I know better

So here goes a tale

Of the realest of the real

Listen

Now once upon a time in a small world

It was everything that I dreamed of

He was my gem and I was his pearl

Nothing could come between us

A prince charming to call my own

Until the day that he broke my heart

And left me wonderin all alone

Pickin my mind and soul apart

Used to believe in love

Used to believe in fairy tales

Since my heart's been crushed

I don't believe in much, I need help

Don't know which way to turn

Figure it out for myself

I've just started to learn

There's no such thing as fairy tales

Is a good story supposed to end

Unhappily ever after

Just as wonderful as it begins

And carry on for a few chapters

Baby how come each time I open up

I can't seem to get past stage one

I guess it's time for me to close up

And go back on the shelf because I'm done

Twinkle twinkle little star

Why do my dreams seem so far

Up above the world so high

Won't somebody tell me why

Can you help me out

Can you tell me what love is all about

Cause I never known it for myself

That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Closing my laptop lid for a moment.. and up the volume of the songs, and put on my headphones.. I feel so relaxed.. But all the songs played are love songs ><" Dont know how the wmp queue them up so nicely for me erm..how's the feeling of falling in love..?

Feeling quite busy X_X alot of things to do.. but end up never do anything XD, err maybe no.. wake up eevryday at 7am and go to sch.. and go home..in the evening.. sweep the floor.. fold the clothes.. abit here and there.. hmm.. X_X i think i did quite alot>? XD ( to me yes i think so )

Feeling very very hungry especially this period.. extraordinary hungry during evenings. And my mom will always be amazed at how HUGE my appetite has become. And she told me, " err.. X_X now then puberty>?" Sweat.. But i dont know X_X hope i wont grow taller.

Wee.. So nice.. to have people to rmb me ^_^ i will feel damn happie.. provided that they dont ask favour of me, or use me for something..><" 'cause normally i will get the wrong idea.. erm..that im being "used".

Nice oh.. Michelle =x the pretty girl ask me wanna go steamboat anot =x (drools at the thought of it) X_X STEAMBOAT!!! I want.. =x but i need to bank in some money over.. Wee.. by this week XD. I love to be "dated" by pretty girls. =X

- evileen

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

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