Thursday, November 17, 2005
Kinda feel super doper tiring for the week, though i didnt do much lately, never touch tutorials or anything.. ARGH.. wake up at 7am almost every morning.. It's so tiring..
Perhaps it's time to think on the brighter side of life..It might be a bad thing to be ignored all the time? Since I'm so used to it..it has become my habit to keep quiet most of the time and sorry if anyone finds me boring in the game or anywhere X_X.
Today had another argument with the mother. She's so so so unreasonable. I'm still planning what to do.. Hmm..I can't let this go on for the rest of my life. I don't wanna be controlled. I need freedom. I want to use the money that I earned. I want to be independent. I wanna buy things that I want. I just want to be me.
Maybe one day.. I'm going to burn everything that is not favourable to my sight. I can be crazy, do things that people will be amazed at. Especially when I'm pissed off. Hopefully, by next year, I can get everything that I want. A totally new me. Can't find my interest at the moment. Sigh..
- evileen