Sunday, November 20, 2005
i dont know why..it's coming back to me again.
Wanna shut myself off from everything. And be left alone. If only there's a cave or remote area that i could be left alone. No one can find me. Sometimes i feel like switching off my handphone, so no one can sms me or call me JUST ONLY WHEN THEY HAVE PROBLEMS OR FAVOURS TO ASK OF ME.
When i sms someone and ask something urgently..i will never get the reply. When people ask me for help, i will try my best and reply INSTANTLY.
I just feel like an idiot. Why should i be so nice when most people are only taking you for granted. And when you need someone for help, no one will help you.
Anyone reading this, dont try to ask any favour from me PLEASE.
EVERYONE just STAY away from ME.
I just want to be left alone and get used to it.
THE WORLD IS FAKE. EVERYONE IS FAKE. I dont want to put on a fake smile anymore. I want to be me, myself and I.
*Searching for a world of only my own...*
- evileen