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A FairY TalE No MorE..

You know the story

You read the books

Boy meets girl

Then they fall forever in love

But I know better

So here goes a tale

Of the realest of the real

Listen

Now once upon a time in a small world

It was everything that I dreamed of

He was my gem and I was his pearl

Nothing could come between us

A prince charming to call my own

Until the day that he broke my heart

And left me wonderin all alone

Pickin my mind and soul apart

Used to believe in love

Used to believe in fairy tales

Since my heart's been crushed

I don't believe in much, I need help

Don't know which way to turn

Figure it out for myself

I've just started to learn

There's no such thing as fairy tales

Is a good story supposed to end

Unhappily ever after

Just as wonderful as it begins

And carry on for a few chapters

Baby how come each time I open up

I can't seem to get past stage one

I guess it's time for me to close up

And go back on the shelf because I'm done

Twinkle twinkle little star

Why do my dreams seem so far

Up above the world so high

Won't somebody tell me why

Can you help me out

Can you tell me what love is all about

Cause I never known it for myself

That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Xmas is coming.. it's nv going to be the same anymore.. I remember..

Well..It's has been a year. Hmm.. feel like going on a shopping spree.. But no one is going to be there for me again.. Never..ever.. again.

Dont know why most of the time, i prefer to be left alone rather than to be in crowds. It has just become a habit of mine recently.. Dont be mistaken if I nv talk much.. Just that.. I dont know what's in me lately.

It's kinda.. weird. If you think in this way. Most of the times.. people who aren't close to you, pays more attention to you compared to those who are closer. For instance, when your birthday is approaching, your close friend dont give it a damn that it's your birthday, whilst the people who aren't close to you will remember it.. even for years. And also, people who you really wanna go out with so badly..NEVER have the time for you.. And people whom you dont want to go out with.. always ask you out.. But I think it's rather cruel to reject all outings eveytime X_X so Im always left with no choice. Err Im referring to my ex ex colleague. She's nice.. often treat me drinks or something.. But she's 30 years old X_X im 18 years old. You might be wondering how come she wanna go out with me. But err, I have no idea either. T_T HOW?

But sometimes i will feel kinda touched when she still REMEMBER me even i have not been working there for 2 years. Okie.. that's all. Pros and Cons for having a OLD friend.

- evileen

Saturday, November 19, 2005

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