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A FairY TalE No MorE..

You know the story

You read the books

Boy meets girl

Then they fall forever in love

But I know better

So here goes a tale

Of the realest of the real

Listen

Now once upon a time in a small world

It was everything that I dreamed of

He was my gem and I was his pearl

Nothing could come between us

A prince charming to call my own

Until the day that he broke my heart

And left me wonderin all alone

Pickin my mind and soul apart

Used to believe in love

Used to believe in fairy tales

Since my heart's been crushed

I don't believe in much, I need help

Don't know which way to turn

Figure it out for myself

I've just started to learn

There's no such thing as fairy tales

Is a good story supposed to end

Unhappily ever after

Just as wonderful as it begins

And carry on for a few chapters

Baby how come each time I open up

I can't seem to get past stage one

I guess it's time for me to close up

And go back on the shelf because I'm done

Twinkle twinkle little star

Why do my dreams seem so far

Up above the world so high

Won't somebody tell me why

Can you help me out

Can you tell me what love is all about

Cause I never known it for myself

That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more

Saturday, November 26, 2005

I dont know why I've become like this. It might be due to depression. *cant possibly be stress*.

I dont like to talk to the people i used to talk to already. Or rather, i give up.

So, what i do is.. err blocked them X_X. ---> PY and Yune ( dont like her nick.. see also bu shuang, sounds like gangster already XD, but seriously feel like deleting them also le sigh)

okie.. that's all for today. Err... no.. I WAS SO FED UP JUST NOW WHEN I FOUND OUT MY BROTHER DID IT AGAIN. RESET THE ROUTER SETTINGS. LIKE WHAT THE HELL?!?!
THE ONLY THING HE WILL DO TO REBOOT THE THING IS TO RESET ><" SO PISSED OFF.. NEARLY FORGOT TO CONFIGURE IT BACK. LUCKILY I REMEMBERED.. there wont be anyone who will help me.. i have to rely on myself. AND I BOUGHT THE ROUTER okie?!?!$$$200!!!!!!

okie.. that's all for the complains for today ^^ feel happier after letting it out. And.. yea.. mother was stunned when i cooked a big pot of noodles for my dinner. SO MUCH NOODLES. Hehehe... so hungry *still drooling*..And she was drinking potato soup, and staring at my food, with mouth ajar. hehehe.. nice one. Ate so much.. i always feel famished at night. Sounds like a vampire eh? Dont know what's happening in me X_X i feel like a monster sometimes, easily annoyed and sad..And when it's ironical when i wanna go on a diet, feel like eating less, my stomach will defy my brain's orders. Sigh.. Every part of me is always so contradicting..what to do?

- evileen

Saturday, November 26, 2005

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