Friday, September 30, 2005
Bad news.. my com some probs now.
1. Unknown account now in bad sector. Did the chkds /f /r
but scan so long..><" still the same.
2. Cannot use lappy to blog. Weird.. Need something
3. Third party progs intruded into my lappy.
Gotta do some com hw again Haiz..
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I got a job now. It's quite a famous company? It's Taylor Nelson. My position as temporary interviewer. Pay rate : $6/hr . Starting on next monday at 6pm to 9.30pm just to familiarise myself with the place i think . Gotta report to the operations director. Then thereafter have to meet the managers and directors, was what explained to me.
Yesterday was a really shopping spree for aining.. Met her friend, Yilee and brought us inside to the "private sales" of the Isetan. Imagine.. meet aining at 1pm.. Then went to look for the office of my agent, Tower A for the 2pm appointment. And then did some fill-in particulars stuff, and from there, we shop all the way till 10pm. Gosh.. LoLx.. And aining stop reproaching yourself, i dont feel bored anyway just that.. =X You Girls Can Really Shop! LoLz!! aining promised to go out with me more often /gg i'll hold u for that =P
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Today was supposed to meet up for a badminton session with Jes, Yune n peiyi... But none is free.. ><" Excited for nothing.. Thought maybe i can pass the cd to them too.. Haiz.. So as usual, meeting cancelled.
I feel so drifted from some friends. I hate this.. but there's nothing i can do to salvage the situation. When we're online, there's imply no topic that we can talk now. This is very sad.. This goes to show.. something?
And.. one friend told me this.. but meant another.. Was like so contradicting? I feel so cheated sometimes.. For you lying to me.. But i wont point out the problem to you anyways. Maybe if *you* read this.. you will understand..Im referring to *you*. you lied to me that I'm..
Oh well.. i think all of you are behaving like a stranger to me. I dont feel as comfortable as before already. Sometimes.. i really wonder.. how come those people who never know about me, or those online friends.. or one friend that i made two years ago at POPULAR can be more concerned about me than you people.. A frequent msn message or a simple sms to ask how im doing .. will just be fine.. But.. All of you nv.. Im really disappointed. I wonder if ppl ask for me , only when im needed? Some people even ask me to go out.. even though im not close to them.. At least they missed me.. T.T but you all dont..
One of you doesnt want to talk to me much i know. When i ask if you are busy You will just give me one word YES. I dont know if you did that on purpose or you are still holding any grudges against me ><" for what hell have i done.
If you are going to be like this forever, I will not try to give in to you again. I'll just let things be the same. Since you expect things to be like that. There's nothing more i can do.
Good thing I have found a job on my own. I've learnt something. True.. many people told me, "If you wanna get a job, get it on your own. Dont call any friends or whosoever to help you." Ya.. I have so many friends..very indecisive..><" Havent find a job yet halfway will already say "SIAN"...Some people are like that.. or should i say.. MANY.. are like that.. wishy-washy..Dragging the friends of theirs onto the same boat; jobless.
I wonder.. when will be the next time i hang out again..Nobody will bother about my whereabouts.. No one will care if im alive.. I live fopr the sake of my green dinosaur /gg so nice to hug them all~ I will feel so relaxed and consoled. Because they will always be there for me..(If you have completely no idea what im talking about, im referring to the "zoo of toys" at home*
- evileen