Sunday, April 29, 2007
Yesterday woke up very early in the morning and went for the health screening. Im so damn tired. I love to sleep so much now. And when i got there, i have the chest xray thingy first.
Then went to the counter for some admin stuff, then she gave me a robe to change into and then wait for my name to be called, then i will go into the room and do the xray. The process is kinda fast. xD So i really heaved a sigh of relief after that. Coz i have so many weird doubts, of how the xray is going to be like. And wont you feel so "naked" inside the robe?? And when before i changed to the robe, there's this lady who kept looking at me. And after i changed into it, she also looked at me. -_- It made me very uneasy and uncomfortable there sitting while waiting for my turn.
And after that, i headed to the next room for my urine test. LOL I was wondering if the doctor will ask me to pee infront <-- weird though again here, then my brother said, "YES HE/HER WILL ASK YOU TO PEE NOW ON THE SPOT!!!!" He was being sarcastic la >.< So basically she would give you a strip of paper with some color lines, ask you to pee in a toilet, then dip it inside, then place it inside the plastic and seal it. She just look at it quickly and then can throw away the strip already. Then i had my blood pressure examined, and height + weight, and visuality test.
LOL, all these seem to be like my first time. Except for the visuality test and height + weight measurement of coz. She use something and wrap my hand TIGHT, and she pressed something, and the thing go tighter and tighter and tighter, till it cant be any tighter anymore. Then it just held there for so long. LOL! As for the visuality test, OMG i cant read so many things except the first line. X_x Maybe is because im still sleep ba. And I think i have grown shorter by 1cm. My height now is 166cm. Supposed to be 167cm o.O
Then headed to downstairs to have thai food with brother. =0 So expensive! $28+ for 2 bowls of tom yam soup + 1 drink each + 1 plate of desert (the mango with glutinous rice with coconut milk poured over it)
And ever since i started work, =( i kinda regretted. Not much privacy (hard to do my normal stuff), always, "LEEN LEEN LEEN" at home, have to do so many stuff even when its my day off. And when im at home, --> it always occured to people that im FREE now so i can do things for them and mom keep asking me to buy and buy and buy and buy clothes. -_- I spent so much money le. And so lazy to go shopping le la ><
- evileen
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Tuesday was the first day of my work. I have got a table of my own. And the place is kinda big!! I have to wake up at 6am every morning until 18 May. Coz =D the workplace would be moved nearer to my house.
Tuesday I was basically "playing around" with things that i dont really know. Like bank recon stuff, I know how to do bank recon but i dont know how to trace LOL. So.. the first day is nothing much la. Supposed to be "Orientation day" but it was kinda cancelled or something. So we were starting to do some work. They introduced some of the people(but many already xD) to me. So we all shook hands and said hi.
**Note: I wrote "some", coz there are many offices!!
As for Wednesday.. hmm..
Basically the whole morning is stoning.. and dont know what were the other person doing, she's supposed to guide me, but she seems to be displeased with some stuff la.. but it has nothing got to do with me but its between her and the old staff. So at first she's kinda reluctant to coach i suppose? But later on she began teaching me ALOT OF STUFF!! But its like in rocket mode. So.. It was like so much stuff, and cant remember things well, and so fast.. So i was kinda struggling xD as to not to make any errors. Luckily didnt make any errors =D And hearing the word, "Good." makes my day =P
And today..I was very worried and all. Some stuff have to do it on the spot**, and if there were to be any delay, it would affect the other people's work. Its a job that requires alot of responsibility.
**Note: Even if its a minute.
So..I get pretty tired everyday when i get home. Its like 1.5 hours journey to and fro. And today my feet hurts like hell man. Blisters =( from the new shoes i bought on monday. Doll shoes really hurts you for the first time. Stood on the train for so long!! And dont understand why people still want to come in the train and squeezed like the sardine/tuna cans sold in retail stores.
-_- And for those sitting..(Especially the guys) Girls dont seem to have this problem. Thats weird. The guys tend to fall asleep on the train when sitting down, and then the head will move towards the lady, OR even drop on the lady's shoulder. And ah beks (the old old man) as well.
Somehow, i dont like some ah beks. Some ah beks have the typical kind of behaviours like digging nose.. digging ears... coughing/sneezing without covering the mouth..burping loudly.. spitting on the road or even masturbating (ok my mom seen it once, and she even warned me, "This is the guy who showed his dick"). And those hands..will be clinging on to the handle that you'd probably hang on in the future.
Im kinda against health screening, but i have to go for one, for the insurance thingy X_x. Hope i will do a good job in this company and i really look forward to the day its moving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So i wont have to travel so far. And dont have to wake up or sleep so early. The time taken for travelling to the new place should be about.. 35mins or so, which is about 1 hour lesser than the time im taking to the current workplace.
- evileen
Monday, April 23, 2007
This afternoon when i was changing and preparing for my interview at 4pm, i received a call from agent that i have been accepted by ********. Then she helped me to cancel the interview ^^ so nice of her. XD I WAS SO HAPPY! So i went down to sign the contract.
I was so worried that i wont be able to find a job soon. And this afternoon went shopping with my mom for office wear, bought many things and huge expenditure!!!!!
The following was what i spent today:
(but mother gave me $30 for topping up farecard though)
Topup farecard - $10
3 shirts - Around $30+ each
Doll Shoes - $26.90
My Bag - $22.90 i think
Mother's bag - $15.90 (OMG SO CHEAP?!)
Agent fees - $52.50
so i guess i spent about $200 today o.O
xD Great feeling though. =( Now i worry about my job. Gonna wake up at 6am everyday from tmr onwards. (This is for a month though, not forever) Coz the company is going to shift to somerset ^^ .
I really wonder what it would be like tmr..
New job.. New place..New people.. New challenges.. New stress.. New life experience!
The first step to independence!!
- evileen
Its going to be another negative post again. XD This blog is becoming very much like a vent-my-stress/anger-board.
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When you were a kid, parents always ask you not to lie, and always tell the truth. And schools would tell you the story of hmm.. who was that boy.. the one who cut down his father's cherry tree.
XD Didnt know the name for that boy. So, i did a random yahoo search.
And here's where i've got,
Finding the scarred tree, his father said he wouldn't take five guineas for it. As the boy, hatchet in hand, appeared, his father asked, "George, do you know who killed that beautiful little cherry tree yonder in the garden?'' "I can't tell a lie, Pa; you know I can't tell a lie,'' said the boy. ``I did cut it with my hatchet.'' (Though maybe he didnt really cut down with that hatchet. Know what i mean? He could have attempted to cut it, but the tree might have collapsed due to other reasons? xD)
Ok, then lets assume that the tree was cut down by that boy named George.
So the moral behind this story, is to always be honest so people around you will forgive you??
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If my mom was that "Father", while im that "George", I think she would have killed me with that "hatchet" ( or even before i say i did it).
On the other hand, she loves to lie man.
Be it salespeople, "Tell them im not in."
Or relatives, "If they call, say im not at home"
(that is, if something happened or if there's a misunderstanding/dispute"
ORPut words in people's mouth.
[Argued with her earlier, and she's being so unreasonable. Always mentioned the names of the people i dislike (ALWAYS!!!!) and keep saying stuff that i suck, thats why i dont go out with anyone and saying that i suck. -_- As if those bunch of people that i dislike are really angels.
And the dialogue im going to write below is really ridiculous.
(this was erm, like a few months ago's conversation.)
her: You're just student, and you have made so many enemies (enemies??????)
me: So you mean you like everyone in the world, and including that old bitch?
(my father's mother, that one.. you would hate her even though you're outsider, she has indirectly killed her husband and brought harm to many people)
me: So there's no one in the world that you dislike huh?
her: A student shouldnt make any enemies (wtf??? students are humans too. -_-)
her: Just admit it. You sucks. So no one likes to be with you.
-_- Yea, thats how she always talk to me. But in mandarin though.
P/S: No enemies though. The only person that i hate in this world would be that old bitch. Coz she has inflicted pain/harm to so many people. She wants to break our family, she gets us into many problems ( govt. sent people down here, police visits coz she called the police to stir it up more, and court coz i asked my mom to apply for protection, but then well.. the judgement is ridiculous i think. What can i say? The application for protection order failed just because that old bitch is an 80 yr old person--> Whom the judge assume that she's already so old, and there wont be much that she could do. And we have to take of her?? WTF? So, if a person turns to an old age, so means that person can kill har? Old -> Harmless??? So no imprisonment??) Though, she hasnt really harm me, but she wanted though XD i knew it. =D but i will never let her get her way. I shouldnt be fearful of her, inspite of her evilness. I would always stand up and face her challenge :DAnd if you're wondering what she did, she has hit her dont know who's sister up, and the person is kinda pitiful, receiving treatment for dialysis, (dont know if shes still alive though), and one of them is her son's mistress -_- WTF? The wife wanted to leave.. and stopped by her, and got beaten up by the daughters and her very badly. Till.. she cant pee for days, and hospitalised, bleeding there also X_x, and my mom has got abused also by her, and she slapped my brother and attempted to attack my brother and mom with the umbrella, AT THE SHARP SHARP POINT YOU KNOW??One situation i've heard of is, ...her coming out from her room to kitchen (masterbedroom ok?)(she looks at them eating and talked in hokkien.)her: Haha. Dogs eating shit. bro: Just do whatever you want and go away. Stop stirring trouble here.her: Huh? Grow up already, "yar yar"( means arrogant i think) already?And i dont know whats the conversation after that, then she started using her umbrella and turned it around to the sharp edge, and used it to attack bro n mom. Mom blocked him (wahh like mercutio blocking romeo, eh or was it benvolio X_x arr forgotten already) So she got a purple bruise on her right fist.If you're wondering what i meant by her killing her husband indirectly, thats because her husband had diabetes, and we all know that diabetes patients if they were to have wounds or whatever injuries, it will take forever to heal OR it will never heal. Diabetes patient cant use plasters even, when they tear it off, the flesh will come off as well, thats what i heard from a teacher. Sounds so painful :( So yea, she squeezed a "pimple" thing on her husband back, and from there it became an endless pit ( i may have exaggerated the "pit" but heard that its really HUGE, a HUGE HOLE that stinks) and died.---
Actually I have woken up in the early morning. Just that I didnt want to climb up of bed xD. Then i heard her answering the phone. (Oh yea, the weird thing is, she would wait for the phone to ring thrice or more then she would pick up, even she's just beside the phone.)
Then after that call, she came to the room, like godzilla marching in ferociously, "CHEE BYE SLEEP SO LATE THEN MORNING DONT WAKE UP EARLY #$@$^@$&^#%&%@$@"
-__- And here goes the story..
Yesterday, that evil baboon (if you have no idea who is that, its my 1st bro, whom i dont talk to for years, coz he sucks XDXD. Well, actually tried talking to him in the past, but he still refused, so i give up talking and it continued like this ever since) was packing to go overseas for business trip, he's still a undergraduate though. He came home, and was rushing everything, and make alot of bangings and "HMPH!!" sounds. Then i was like enjoying a youtube vid, and then mom suddenly started scolding me for wearing earphones, and ask me to keep the clothes, and bla bla bla, and run down to open the mail for the baboon. ( she wanted me to do it in a hurrying manner )
Just before he left, he told mom to fill up a form for his application for job. A form of the family's employment details for Ernst and Young. I think he worked there before. And wanted her to mail it fast. So
THE WHOLE DAY after he left, my mom was making a fuss about it, and annoyed all of us with that form. Like wtf, i was filling up mine on friday's afternoon, and asked her about some stuff that im unsure of, like my father's contact no. and she said, "Why? Why must put? Why so troublesome?? I dont know. Better dont put." OK, then i didnt put. Like, she dont really care about mine when i was filling it up :( for unilever. Then today, he called home and she answered the phone and he say dont send it first, coz need to add something more. -_- But mom hurried father to send it yesterday, so he did it this very morning before his work. So it was sent already, and she called him if he has sent it, then he got angry and scolded her, "Why the fuck keep hurrying me??? I have already sent it." <-- thats what he said probably, coz she told me that.
Evil baboon always seek us for help, but in the end would push all the blame to us. And im always the one involved in every problems. =(
Now, its 2 hours to my next interview.
- evileen
Friday, April 20, 2007
This morning my mom woke me up in the early morning, telling me that my phone has got a message. And it was my brother who was asking me if i have seen his bluetooth on his table.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR So sleepy and woke up at the wrong side of my head maybe. It hurts alot today.
And then i kept searching.. and searching.. (without my glasses, very sure he didnt leave it in the house).. and searching, and i messaged him,
"Check the laptop bag."
"Dont have."
"Check the car later?"
"Found. Thanks."
And then.. back to sleep.. BUT i cant sleep T.T The head hurts so bad that i cant sleep o.O
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I check my email this morning (agent told me she would send me this morning) and then i checked it and then wanted to print the documents, and needed to make copies of my cert. And bla bla bla..had my lunch, then i was kinda rushing to go off already.
AND!
My mother can still ask me do this and that when i was in a rush LOL!! My walking speed was almost running speed already. And she really intended to go with me, coz it was very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very far away. So yea, she went together with me. Actually i know how to go to the place myself, but then, never been to those places, so feel kinda insecured --> kinda happy that she's wanting to go with me ( she volunteered), but on the other hand, it makes me more dependent like this and my brother isnt happy with this all the time. BUT when it was like sooo late already, and im already wearing my shoes, i dont know what she doing. Waited quite a while.. and then i have to walk very fast to the photocopying shop to get my cert photocopied, while she tops up her farecard. (So nice that she accompanied me but then, xD it made everything slower.)
And i was like late for 20mins for the "interview". And when i got there, it was only online registration for a few mins on the computer, and consulting with the agent. But the jobs she offered is really good (location and pay and benefits wise).
As for the unilever interview, the people there seems really friendly. It was a casual and nice interview (of which i do more of the talking). She said im cheerful and my writing is neat? =0 I told my mom this and she said, "YOUR WRITING IS CALLED NEAT?" xD
Then it was stormy and raining heavily, got stucked at that place. So my brother was msging me how did it go, i called him and told him its done and that its raining heavily over there. So he came to fetch us home.
And right after this interview, i got shortlisted for another interview again. And after this shortlisted interview, i got another call again.
o.O I wonder how much i have spent on answering calls like this and travelling to places. (though my brother drove me most of the time)
- evileen
Thursday, April 19, 2007
I dont understand what she wants. Everytime i get shortlisted for a job, there's never a positive comment. And if i reject it, everyone would start blaming me. So what does everyone want of me?
2 interviews tmr in a row.
- Jac
- Unilever (which i have been told will be shifted)
- evileen
Monday, April 16, 2007
Wanna get all your moods destroyed? Contact my mother.
Today heard a very interesting story from her though. She said there's one uncle in the market who bought cheap sea cucumbers from an indo seller. There are many types of sea cucumbers. Some are cheaper, some are more expensive. Then this uncle has many grandchildren, so he bought alot of them, coz its cheap from the indo seller. =0 And they all suffer diarrhoea and kept throwing up after consuming the sea cucumbers. Many sea cucumbers appeared before the tsunami has taken place. Like a huge amount of them. So these belong to that "batch" ba.
Animals have instincts and they behave weirdly when a disaster is approaching. The animals will run away from these disasters. Even a snake saved the life of a lady. (forgotten where i got this story from though, maybe its from newspaper) Like, there could be drains anywhere on the road, big drains, small drains (holes i mean).
If you step into these drains carelessly, you might hurt your spine or something. My friend's mother came to our school on Speech Day in the past, coz it was night time, she wasnt careful enough to spot the holes or drains on the grounds. (maybe she's not that familiar with the place)
So she fell down into and got her spine injured i think. So they called ambulance and sent her to hospital. =\ Dont know what happened after that though. So better be careful of holes/drains on the ground. Anything could happen. =\
- evileen
Sunday, April 15, 2007
19 years. 19 years and i feel that my life is about to end. I wonder if anyone would have the tolerance to endure this kind of psychological/physical torment.
I woke up in the morning. I brushed my teeth. As usual, my mom start scolding me for not getting a job. Its not that im not trying. I cant just possibly give all the jobs (even not the suitable ones) a try right? Im going to look for one that i can really work a long time.
Wasnt feeling well this morning. She told me not to touch that laptop( even though im the one bought it --> my brother should be the one owing her the money for it, coz he used my $$ in the past, so that could be bad debt as well ) , ok so i didnt for that while. Wanted to do the chores as usual ( maybe that will appease her for abit).
I was sitting on the sofa, listening to music from my mp3 player, and reading something. Then she called me into the room, and started scolding. And asked me to go read newspaper. -_-" I dont like to read newspaper in chinese de. The words are so hard to read on newspaper. They purposely use sophitiscated words instead of simpler words on newspaper. So hard to read.
So i went to on laptop, coz --> she's not happy with whatever im doing, i might as well do something that she still wont like, but i want :D Then -_- someone came and said the minister is coming. She got so worked up. I dont understand why. Not that the minister has done any evil deeds to her before in the past or whatever. "You'd better tell him that im not at home, and better dont ask him to come." Huh? Ask me to drive the minister away? "HEY you're not welcome here ok, pls go away." (Of course i wont be say that -_-)
She scolded me for a long time. I didnt ask the minister to come what -_-. And then she wanted me to say i have exams, then ok, i said i have exams --> if thats what make her appeased. THEN, minister came and said, "you're having exams? of? in?" Omg i also didnt know how to answer. She made me lie =(
Then after he left, she started scolding me again, "Why say you're having exams??"
-_- And bla bla bla bla bla, till i cant take it. I dont know what's on her mind. Like she wants you to do something, you do it, and she's never happy. Then start scolding you and even wanted to hit me -_-
Isnt this psychological/physical torment, what i've mentioned earlier?
Yesterday i watched a show on tv. The true files. I had a very strong opposition against the father in that true case. The one who murdered the daughter's fiance. She's 20+ le ba, and yet her father still wants to control her so much. Always scold and when she comes home late, he will @#%$^#@%$@$ alot. I dont go out much recently, and if i do, i dont really come home that late ba, maybe latest was 12am, but her father is very much like my mother.
Why would they want to be like this? Because they hate us or what? Or they think by doing this is the best way of bringing us up or just doing us "good"??? By not giving us space for our own stuff, by "caging" us, by giving no freedom. So what do they expect for the results of their doings? To have a healthy, cheerful, independent and quick-witted child huh?
Bullshit.
- evileen
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
This morning went to the shop for replacing the battery for my mom's watch, and then bought chu mi fen, and then bought the lor mee~ The lor mee is very nice. Some good food are actually sold in wulu wulu place. Where nobody will find out there's so much good food there, and there the kopitiam has really few people, dont really understand why.
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Monday was mom's birthday. I had an interview that day, and was kinda glad that brother came home, to give mother a treat later on that day, and also to give me a lift to the company. Due to staying over at my cousins' place over the last few days, my brother heard from my uncle that i should actually work for that $1600 job. (-_-) How the hell my aunt's husband will know, so, it must be my brother who was being nosey to tell him about it.
The $1600 job, doesnt consists of only $1600 valued work. Because, later on that day, i checked my email, and read the agent's forum, for the "new jobs available", it has a posting that is very very similar of that company's requirement. And now, the salary being offered is, 2k-3k. So imagine, you get paid for $1600, for a $2000-3000 job.
Then my brother and mom, combined their forces against me that day. Blaming me for being how stupid i was to actually, reject that job offer. IT was like just before the interview, like 30 minutes left or so. They blamed me for trying this one, coz it offers a much lower pay, but simpler tasks job. Then i really dont know what they want of me at that moment. I was like prepared to go there already, then they still
#!@%#!^@ at me. Then i cried. -_-
So yea, then my brother fetched me to the place for interview. And then, I waited quite long la. I reached there at about 2pm. Filled up the form they want me to fill, and then sat on the sofa and waited, till like 3pm? Then after the interview, for about 30 mins or so, my brother came to fetch me, and now mother is also in the car, and went to yam cha.
LOL! I kinda feel like a "suan gu" (mountain tortoise), whenever i go to a place that i have never been to. I know they sell dim sum, but had yet try it. Then we had the buffet package. We ate SO MUCH man. Till we wanted to throw up already, LOL! and i still had the cheek to ask my brother, "eh where is our pork ribs order?" Then my mom stared at me in atonishment+anger. Coz, we were kinda full =\ Then the pork ribs came actually, =( but have to reject it, that is my favourite actually.. But then, mom knows how to cook that too =\
For 3 person, and my brother also ordered some stuff that is outside the buffet menu, and the meal costed him about $60.
Then we were so full, till i find it very hard to walk even. LOL! Like your stomach is so bloated with food that you've just finished. You enjoy the process when eating the food, =\ but the process after it sucks.
So, my mom ask if i wanan go AMK hub and shop too. o.O Can you believe it? I live like SO NEAR the amk hub, but monday was the first time i went there. It is HUGE. Compared to the past, it's alot alot better now, coz the space there was completely useless. Now, it has almost everything. You can find anything you want there as long as you have the money to shop. And, the NTUC here is a hypermart. Sells EVERYTHING! And very convenient for those who drives as well. After you shop in NTUC, take travelator down, to put down your things in the car, then shop around again.
And today got shortlisted again for another interview which is tmr.
- evileen
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Sometimes.. i really wonder, why do i exist in this place, why am i on earth? Somewhat i feel that, after graduating from poly, my life has started to become even more disastrous.
I feel that people are expecting alot hell out of me. Wants me to get a job, to earn money, study. It's not that i dont want to get a job or whatever. I had 4 jobs in the past. I dont like people stressing on me like this. I want to get a job. I need money. I want to further my studies, thats for sure.
Every single day, i feel like a prisoner. It wasnt like this at first. Ever since i have stopped going to school, I really didnt mind doing house work for mom. But i just couldnt understand what people really want. Lets say for instance, i have swept the floor, after a few minutes, she would ask, "Oh thats so fast?", "Sweep again, i dont think its clean.", " YOU CHEE BYE, sweep floor also like that *snatches the broom from me sometimes when i was sweeping*"
Then when i finally sat down at my desk. Reading some blogs, or interesting websites, watching youtube or reading job advertisements to get an approximate idea of how much i should be getting for a job, i always get accused for playing. Even when im chatting, "Only know how to play, come and hang the clothes." (though i have no idea, why i have to clothes like at night, does anyone do that? o.O)
When im actually interested in playing some new songs that i have heard on the keyboard, she would, "STOP DAN DAN DAN THAT THING, WILL GET A PRIZE IF YOU PLAY WELL OR WHAT?? YOU THINK YOU'RE REALLY THAT GOOD??"
(-_-) I have never claimed myself to be good or even normal. But that kinda hurted me. They never like what im doing.
Even when i have started to do something about getting a job, almost every morning i get scolded. Ok, i dont really believe that my mom --> said that my dad scolded me for this and these. Because, she likes to put words into people's mouths, especially mine -.-
I went for the first interview on last tues. The employer's face features and expressions, tells me that "He's a meanie". And i was right. "So.. what has these skills got to do with accounting?" And he actually stared at the salary im expecting xDxD. And asked, "Are you responsible if theres work undone, and you stay behind to finish them?" I said yes, but regrettedly. "I dont pay OT" -.- "you have to work on saturdays half day, is that ok?" xD Its not very of me to say no >< although i dont really like the requirements. Coz i was really desperate in getting any jobs (of coz decent ones la) He said if i were to be selected he would tell me by wednesday most probably. And then, i dont receive anything on wednesday (xD was kinda happy), till thursday i got a msg from the employer, "Can you tell me when is the earliest you can start work?" I wasnt sure how to reply, coz i kinda hate the work he's expecting me to do if i were to be employed. Customerservice + Accounts + Purchasing = FOR JUST THAT AMOUNT OF MONEY? That's like 3 person's job. A customer service assistant would have easily gotten anyone a $1400-$1700 a month. Account assistant = $1600 (market rate) For purchasing clerk i dont know yet xD
And so, i will look forward to the interview on monday o.O though its low pay, but the job scope is quite easy. And its a mnc. Super near my house too!! =DD
Keep blaming me for not finding a job, and yet asking me to do so many things, and lile whenever something bad happens, they will point their finger
ONLY at me.
--- Random Situation No. 1---
That day they went to cementary to pay respects for the ancestors? then i was woke up by my mom at 6am to watch the joss sticks burns till its done, and then i went back to sleep. My mom has warmed the pot of curry that she has cooked, when i woke up again it was still very hot. And i dont know why she warm it again when she's back (when its warm ><) I was watching a film on youtube with earphones on. So i couldnt hear what my mom was saying. Didnt know she is warming the pot of curry again. And then after a while, i got scolded by my father. "Eh, play play play only la, all you know is play. The curry cooked you also never go and turn off the stove" (-_-) For all i know, my 1st brother was standing right at the stove, and i cant understand why he pointed the blame at me, and he himself was walking around the house doing nothing as well -_- .
Do you feel the injustice here?
*anyway, i dont have a english speaking family, they speak hokkien or chinese most of the time*
xD it can be really funny when my mom ask me about a word,
her: what is this word?
me: value
her: what is value?
me: jia zi ( in chinese)
her: then what is jia zi???
me: value lor!!!
I really cant think of another word to explain that. Like air. Air is air. You cant see air, but its there. Its hard to explain =\
---Random situation no. 2---
1st brother is going for a overseas business trip again, wanted to buy a new luggage and he didnt take measurements for the size before he went out. He called home, and i passed the phone to mom. She suddenly took the measuring tape thingy and she placed her finger at one point of the ruler and asked me how much is it. I read exactly where she pointed at, "53 cm"
Then when father returned home she asked him to measure, "47cm" -_- He called 1st brother and then when 1st brother came home. He starts blaming people. (btw, we dont talk at all)
And then, he measures himself, and compare it with the new luggage. and he said to my mom, "its 47 and you say 53"
mom: I asked eileen to help me see she say is 53cm
(i only read the measurement anyway)
him: Measure alsol dont know how to measure.. what kind of education does the person have
mom: She helped you to see hor
him: Maybe she gives you the figures she sees from her computer screen
me: DONT EVER ASK ME TO HELP IN ANYTHING THAT IS ASSOCIATED WITH HIM EVER AGAIN
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I hate this type of attitude man. I've regretted for so many things. Ha! When i wanted to give a treat it was my 2nd brother's birthday, then i asked my 2nd brother to go and buy( but he returned me half the money anyway), then when mom asked, "Can i keep some for the 1st brother too?" I SHOULD HAVE SAID NO. Coz my 2nd brother also didnt like it too. (He grumbled to himself and said, "So when did he ever share his?" ) But i said yes. >< Or like when i buy something, he gets a share of it. (Still had the mindset that, "We're a family afterall) BUT, like right after yesterday, I felt that my help for all the times werent appreciated at all, and i dont give a damn to anything to anything that is associated with that brother anymore.
I felt so much hatred suddenly =(( hates so much about everything.
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And talking about birthdays.. tmr is mom's. And brother is going to give her a treat at some place. But have to wait for me first.
Kinda envy those people who actually celebrate birthdays. In the past, i love to countdown to my own birthday. Like look at the clock and wait for 12am and hops around excitedly to tell my brother, "ITS MY BIRTHDAY SO WHAT ARE YOU GETTING ME?!" And he will just give you a laughter as present.
And now, when its my birthday, i will just hope the day will quickly passes, coz who would fucking care if its my birthday =DD Its now just a date to me that indicates, the start and ending of a a number of which is the age.
Like for example, "Ohhhh~~~ Im going to be 20, End of 19!!!"
- evileen
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
My cousin's new house is finally done and i was dragged to go their house o.O the other day and aunt bought japanese food as dinner for everyone, total adds up to $400+
!!!!
An apple --> $12.90!! Costs more than a bowl of ba chor mee!!!
Their house is really nice, cosy and modern looking. Nice design, and have the sea view also. They can watch the sunset every morning. o.O
And I've started to look for jobs, but not that persistent enough though ( i think )
Received a number of calls for job openings, but then my brother said dont take up those, there will be better ones.
Then this morning i received a call, and ask me to go for a interview. Its kinda weird, agent dont take money from my salary meh? Maybe commission ba..
Didnt know where is the place.. couldnt find the place as well.. and then i was worrying so much, and then i was so afraid i would be late, dad wanted to fetch me, then brother came home like less than 20mins to 5pm (the interview time) Worried so much, but i still got there earlier xD Didnt expect the place to be like this.. Like shops everywhere, and i think the only nicest place there is the company i've gotten my interview ba. Next door is a bakery shop( o.O so weird right??) But mom say the bread from that shop is super nice. And the food there ROCKS. My brother bought my dinner by accident so gotta eat it. From what i have tasted, the char kway teow, hokkien prawn mee and the fried prawn crackers stall stuff is very nice. *still drooling*
When i reached the place, i was like, "err this one?" Then i went in, and talked to one of the staff, and he handed me an application form and led me into another room. When i have finally filled up the form, i waited for a few minutes, then the actual person to interview me came up to me and started interviewing me. Seriously, i dont know if he wants me to do alot of stuff or not. He did mention about the salary (he thinks its overestimated, but NO!! the agent told me to ask for that amount, "its the market price") Then he was looking at the "skills". "Hmm.. Flash.. does that apply to accounting?" -_-" Cant people pick up some skills as an interest?
The interviewer looked fierce. =\ I think i did the interview too well le la ><" My intuition is most of the time true, i have a feeling im going to get that job. But i dont know la =\ I think if i got it, im going to be soooooooo tired. -.-" Like what my mom said, "WAH bao shan bao hai!!!" wah lau, accounts got do until like that de meh???????
The boss in the end try to sound nice, intro his company, say his company is set up in 2004, and last year turnover was double, which is from 1mil to 2mil. o.O My brother say "Chey so little" And he's going to aim 5mil this year. High ambition!!! And his requirements sure very high ><"""" Want me to do this and that ZZzzzzz. And even said, "ohhh.. if im happy with your performance, i might give you a raise, or maybe you worked for 2 years or something, then maybe you wanna be a sale designer or something =D also can"
BUT there's one thing i noticed. One staff got the very kelian and "pls dont bully me T.T" look. So i keep having thoughts that the boss might be a very hard to accomodate person. So i was kinda hoping i wont get the job ba. X_x
LOL. And there's a piano inside there. So weird!!! Like imagine a workplace with a piano inside o.O
If i get the job.. i m going to be sooo busy.. and stressed =((
- evileen