Tuesday, January 30, 2007
lol 2nd post for the day, I did go to school. Reached at about 4pm. And then i went to find my friend celissa, and then i told her i didnt study at all. And she was saying that i shouldn't have come to school. LOL. Then i was so tempted not to go for the retest since she said i shouldn't go. Coz the teacher might take the current marks and that going for the retest might be a losing end for me. So.. Yea I went home.
Before i got to school. My brother wanted to send my mom for checkup. And then i was thinking if he could send me to the MRT station which is nearby my house (for a car, it is fast, but i were to walk, i will be half dead by then) So he actually went to the wrong route. And dropped me at a bus stop instead. He was #@$&#%& at me. I didnt say i want a lift (though i really really need it, :( its so far away from my house) After i got out of the car, and went to library to find my friend. He sent me a msg, to scold me again. Everytime i get a free lift from my brother, i will get a scolding from him. So, I guess i shouldnt sit in his car anymore. (-_-")
Right in the car, he was #@#%$ at me. Then my mom was seated infront. She was scolding him for scolding me, and told him off, "What would you feel if you were her?" And i just kept quiet behind. Like, I thought it would be nice to have a lift to a nearby place. I mean its not really that difficult/far to drop me at that MRT station. My father used to drop us there in the past when me and brother was going to school. I wished i didnt step in the car in the beginning for today. So, maybe i wont ever again. -_-
I could have been thinking too much these days. I actually thought sweety was ignoring me. LOL. I spammed her phone but she replied only at a very much later time. But im glad that she replied, i was thinking what's happening to her and i was thinking if she was trying to ignore me even (having all the possibilities on my mind)
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Sometimes i wish i could silence the people next door. The aunty, her son, the baby = NOISE POLUTION!
Its making me more and more hot tempered, because hearing crowds or noises like this made me get headaches every now and then. And plus my mom was nagging, sometimes i wish that i could have a button maybe? Like there's a switch beside it just like how the switches are being placed in your room, like just beside the door. Yea, i wish there are switches beside my ears (invisible ones) where i can actually on/off noise, and filter it like maybe Internet Explorer, and maybe get an "Ear Defender", only hear the good words/sounds.
Every single day!! Every single day, the baby cries and all, but i can't really blame the baby, but my mom said i was a quiet baby, she didnt even had a chance to slap me when i was a baby, she even thought i was a mute, or maybe audistic until maybe near 4 then i started talking. XD The baby is not the only contributing factor to the noise pollution. ><" I think her grandma is noisier than her. Like as if its a big deal to have a baby in the house, so what if you have a baby?! xD
And, my mom loves to complain about the neighbour. But sometimes when she's complaining to me, i think its quite funny, or a lil cute. Like how she described the scenario, plus the talkings. One example is: She was trying to open the door, wanting to clean the corridor, and then (like what she said) "the kiapo one" (busybody) immediately opened the door when she heard my mom opening the door. So my mom quickly close the door, so the neighbour who immediately opened the door when she opened, wouldnt have a chance to ask her anything.
And my mom came up with a list of possible questions that the neighbour might ask:
Your son bought a car?...Your son working?...Daughter working already?...Where did you go yesterday?....etc
Then the neighbour even asked about me! -.- I was told by my mom that the neighbour saw me in formal wear(have to wear it for school presentations), and she asked my mom, "So eileen is working now already?"
Like imagine everyday, you're going out, there's someone at the window watching you. Every movement, the clothes you wear, the things you're carrying. Everything she wants to know. Stalker!!! ARR!!!
Then this morning my mom was complaining about my brother. Saying that he's busybody, wanting to fetch her to like everywhere, and wants to touch the godess status that she just bought. ><" (ok for that thing, we took like maybe 30mins, just to tie the box, coz ><" she's not happy with the tie) And i was really annoyed with that thing, she gave me cold stare for helping her, and then i dont really know what she wants actually.
(Note: You need to have high EQ to be her daughter/son, she doesnt name what she wants, she will give you cold stare, and fierce looks if you still hadnt have the idea what she wants. So you have to take very very very close observation. For instance, like if she lift her finger. And then pointing at the windows, mean yea you have to open/close it. If she say she wants something, she will really say "something" she wont name it, you have to guess what is the something, and then bring it to her.)
Then, there's one part, i started to get annoyed with what she's saying, plus all the noises from next door.
her: You know your bro, im sure he will bring it down, and the hands of the god is so delicate i scare he will break it. And i think you're using too much force to carry it, if it breaks im gonna kill you.
me: Huh? but i didnt really that much force, if i didnt use any force at all, then the thing will drop! and I dont think he will actually be so busybody. to climb up and take that down and just to look at it?!
her: why not? Dont you know he's a busybody? He wants to know everything.
me: Well, im not really into gods stuff. I guess he wont really be that interested as in so curious about it. (i dont hate god, i believe in them. But my brother is still young, and i dont think people at our age will be totally curious in god yet. Normally only old people starts to get spiritual - everything is about god.)
her: *getting worked up* #%&#%&#%#&%& HOW CAN YOU NOT BELIEVE IN IT? WITHOUT GOD THERE'S NO YOU!
*Bashing me up* lol
me: so why tell me all these? Its not like "busybody" is a disease, and not that im a doctor who can heal it or cure it.
her: *giggling* If there's a cure for it.. then can you heal the person next door first please?
Sometimes i do get evil. Like in the morning i was watching a video on youtube, my friends say that seems like a bitch and i wanted to comment on it, a bad one. -_- then it prompt me to give my email address. I just want to be evil as an anonymous XD. Why cant they let me??
Enough of my crapping. Thats all for the day. XD
- evileen