Monday, January 16, 2006
It has been quite a while since i've seriously blogged. Certain things are meant to be kept to oneself and inappropriate to tell others what you arent very pleased with.
Ever wonder how's complicated my family is? It's more complex than those in dramas, i tell you.
Mom's breaking loose...again.. telling people that she's going to suicide. Creating havocs over trivial matters, making mountains out of a molehill.
Well, no one has the time to shop with me, and i had to do the shopping alone once more. But yesterday brother asked me to go queensway with him, so we did shopping together. =)
Just shoes and that pant that i want will make the set complete.
Every single day seems to be a torment for me. My mom is right now, mentally unstable. I'm not sure it's really true,but i hope i'm wrong about that.
Just a couple of black tees can boil her blood, nagging at you for always. Luckily, my brother kept his well, i doubt she knows about them.(he has got more ><"""")
We were outside yesterday and aunt kept calling, and asked what exactly happened recently. Apparently, nothing's really went wrong. She said that my elder brother, whom im ignoring currently was going to call the police ><". And then i saw the msg, "She's making alot of noise,Im going back to NTU now, you'd come back soon."
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I'm somehow "stressed" now. She's affecting me. Doesn't want to go home so soon everyday.. But I've so much things to do.. especially with my laptop.. ><"
I fell down from the start of the bridge ><" with state of unconsciousness. I can't even think well now. For those people who was/is out to spoil my day, or to make me unhappy, i've no time for those craps, because i dont care at all.
Going to night safari one day.. a free ticket from the CEO's son...my bro's friend.. =) Maybe that's the only thing i look forward to.. I need a break.
- evileen