Tuesday, August 23, 2005
today seems plain again.. just like any other day. Accompanied esther foo to printing room..in case she'll feel lonely =) Went down.. some people complained about their hunger.. and some of them have gone to the library.. Just wanted to be in groups, so I wont feel so "lonely". Shopped around with "heehee", "ning" and "esther foo" after the BK meal. Throughout the whole shopping, it seems that I've contracted a non-stop laughing disease, 'trying to destress myself...' Ha..
Have you ever tried being tired until the stage that your eyes cant open at all? or..brain becomes completely useless..?
Well..That applies to me.. for now.
Wrote a testi for her on the day after meeting jes n py.. And sms her to acknowledge it..
The last part was:
"Frens for 6 yrs.. Always been together.. Turned out to be like this.. Dont be angry for whatever I've done ok? Reply me.. through sms.. or anything.."
Obviously, if reply = might be forgiven
no reply = friendship's over
Her very prev. log in was 21 June 2005
I rmb clearly.. It may seem that Im a person that doesnt care at all..In fact, Im quite sensitive about it, and nv fail to check her last log in every single day. Today, "last login 22August 2005"
She've seen my testimonial in friendster. But, nv acknowledge it. I keep checking my hp. No sms. Nothing. And now I feel like crying. But to stop staring at her nick, I del and blocked it again. Well.. She nv unblock me..nv reply.. so..even if she wants.. it would be like so long ago?
I've told jes and py our friendship's over. well.. well..well.. If we have true friendship, why cant it withstand anything at all? This friendship is vulnerable and by no means people will end it. No mood now.. Just hope exams will do well, and everything's fine. And, hope everyone will be healthy and live to a ripe age.
- evileen