Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Why am I thinking evil all the time..? Today got blaw presentation.. quite happy with it.. because most people told me that we've done well ^_^ thanks! Quite a no. of classmates wearing formal.. because they're doing court cases... Zzz.. haha.. Then seems that people are taking photos with their best frens.. haha.. dont wanna to spoil their photo-taking session, so I'd decided to sit around in some corner, so as to make myself scarce. Hmm.. talking about photo-taking session.. abit "xing yang yang de.." So, go home and have numerous sessions with myself =D. Im know Im siao la.. But that's what makes me live up to my name =P. Have fun with myself instead..*BLEAHZ!*
After lecture, we went to celebrate weiye's bdae. He must have been touched.. uh.. coz got cake surprise, and not forgetting the kiss from HOU LANG! hahaha.. hou lang leh... dont play play ar.. Then we had some fun around haha.. Then a gang of them went to "chiong" pool, while another gang of good frens went to shopping le.. Haha.. I seems to be nowhere and nothing interests me.. so go home lor.. =((
Dont know what makes me so sian.. Coz.. I ..kinda.. feel lonely.. again..
Always fixing my laptop and stuff de.. Go school very sian.. coz no fun at all.. nv do hw.. nv do anything =X. Today saw pig on bus..was sitting directly infront of him.. saw me le bah.. *BLEAHZ!* As usual, always turn my head in another direction, haha bet that no one saw that before.
ppl asked me qns like: "why sit here so lonely?" My real ans is, " I prefer to be alone, because I will feel more comfortable, not spoiling fun session of others."
ppl asked me qns like, " why nv see u for the online game?" My real ans is, "Busy with some com stuff..and ro fren not playing, so play alone evry boring, and also, i've no interest in everything, because i will feel lonely when playing the game."
ppl asked me qns like, "why like that?!?!" My real ans will be, "Mind your own business!"
If anyone ever think that you've understand me, you're 101% wrong. Even my ex told me it's easy to analyse other people but hard to analyse what I'm thinking.. Muahahha.. So dont play play..You dont know what i will do in the next moment.. Suddenly wanna say this.. Dont like people with fake smiles, and those who pretended they're nice to you. Well, just a penny for my thoughts..And plz dont talk like a Boss! During Blaw lecture, sat next to aining and nora. The stupid lecturers jumped to the next slides so fast..then couldnt jot anything completely, got pissed off already, then i said, "FUCK!" Aining & nora's eyes become --> O.O
Whahah..sian la.. wanna study the lecture de but ended up like that.. Im totally very sian person now.. You may call me Miss Sianz.. Im talking the craps that Im having right now on my mind.
Im just a wanderer, that's all. =)) Wanna end poly fast, or change course or school or something..That marks the end of this session, bye.
- evileen