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A FairY TalE No MorE..

You know the story

You read the books

Boy meets girl

Then they fall forever in love

But I know better

So here goes a tale

Of the realest of the real

Listen

Now once upon a time in a small world

It was everything that I dreamed of

He was my gem and I was his pearl

Nothing could come between us

A prince charming to call my own

Until the day that he broke my heart

And left me wonderin all alone

Pickin my mind and soul apart

Used to believe in love

Used to believe in fairy tales

Since my heart's been crushed

I don't believe in much, I need help

Don't know which way to turn

Figure it out for myself

I've just started to learn

There's no such thing as fairy tales

Is a good story supposed to end

Unhappily ever after

Just as wonderful as it begins

And carry on for a few chapters

Baby how come each time I open up

I can't seem to get past stage one

I guess it's time for me to close up

And go back on the shelf because I'm done

Twinkle twinkle little star

Why do my dreams seem so far

Up above the world so high

Won't somebody tell me why

Can you help me out

Can you tell me what love is all about

Cause I never known it for myself

That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Ha..I failed again. This time is my bca quiz. I think what i lacked is the motivation and drive.
What must so many unhappy things happen?
Cant people live to a ripe age...?
If people were to suffer in their lives..perhaps it is even better not to exist at all..
I dont know why. My perspective seems to be negative now. I became narrow minded. Seems to find fault with everything. Perhaps I hate my life. Seeing people's health deteriorating..i wish sometimes i was the one. But there's nothing I could help much. Helpless is the word. I don't even know what to say when i heard of the news. I really really don't know what to do.. Unless i am a priest, and i can heal..
I hope i can get to pass my ffa retest..I'm such a letdown..I don't want anymore failure.. I've stopped playing. That's a good sign i guess.
Yeah..my kor was right.. I used to be a world of my own. And now, without RO, it seems that I am all alone. Busy with projects and assignments might be a good thing..because it helps to keeps me going and kills time definitely.
Well, like one of my fren's nick, "life has to go on".
I hope everything can turned out to be the best for everyone and hope that people will always be in good health. May God Bless the World..
Gotta go now..do ffa and redo myob..tata (=>)

- evileen

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

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