Tuesday, October 05, 2004
I feel like a dog..sometimes..I don't feel like a human at all. Why? It's because I am always controlled by people...or rather..I am just a robot..>.<
I don't think people can live my life...Every single day, many unhappy things will happen to me. even i stay at home the whole day, or i go out, i will encounter some mishap.
Example: ==>>Loss of $50 note
Poor gal liao le. Lend.Donate.Give.And lost money!! If only strike toto...will be as accurate..>.<
I feel that i am a pet dog because i will always be manipulated.
introduction: The dysfunctional family
settings: Home
chaR: ME of coz>.< Papa Mama idiotic bro x2
Prob1: ==>>always gana bullied by the 2 idiots, tried to scream to ward demons off..but attempts always failed. Ended up: i get slapped, pinched, mocked at, scolded by "the" mother>.<*always use the finger point at my face EEEEEEeeeee!! then sometimes so wet!! REally touched my face!
Prob2==>>till now, the idiots die die also dun tok to each other at all..For gdness sakE! For yearS dint tok! Ended up: I be messengeR loR! always nd me to pass msg here n there, i am not theiR slave>.< then anyone in that house who had cold waR, then fall up wif each otheR, then turn to me!! and ask me to pass msg...haiz..really tired of this..ONE QNS, ONE ANSWER, ONE QNS, ANSWER...blah~
Then now got the namecards nd to be printed..Then wah lau, I reallY wan to die!! ALways sms me, phone me, wadeveR! >.< make me really tired..the designs..numbers..emails..no. of boxes..the layout..WASTE OF MY TIME!!*note: waste of time coz i always landed up getting reprimanded, jam my com..
Prob3: Ppl luv to set me up. Then all the blame push to me. My god..I am only one person..HOw to deal all ??the "mother" always try to act "gentle" &" FairY" infront the eyes of the "father"..
Always ask me to fold the clothes, sweep floor, blah~ ( but i dun have initiative)
Then always pin point me when the chores is not done. There she will come again..The wet finger pointing and touching my face..then gonna use the skill "SlaP!!" again..>.<
Prob4: money issue..
Not really counted as a prob..but..*scratch head* $$ is really important..
LEt me briefly tell u a story..
A geR after O lv, Went to work as a retail AssisT. in the shop named "POPULAR"..
She got her salarY..Yeah~
Frm the first day of work...She went wif heR bro to the banK and set up a bank saving account..
She took $100 out of her own..And put it as deposit..
YEsh..she's sotong..She dunno anything at all..even the password..she asked the bro,"WAD password haR??"
He din tell heR wad to put as pw, but the "gal.." really stupid *audience u can scold heR*
She told him heR account No.!!the password..
HE acted as if he dun care...trying to be "trustworthy.."
But it 2004 june holidaes..The sch is abt to open..(poly)
She got heR pay slip everything..she nv touched her atm card at all..(coz kept by the mum)
*she noe the amt shud be of a certain value*
But..When she raised the issue abt buying the laptop..
She realised..when she got her bank book from the mum,
It was SUCH A WIDE DIFFERENCE APART!!
She was dumbfounded...She cried.."WHY??"
She noe the answer..But this ger always like to act "BLUR" but not that really sotong de la..
She was kept in the dark..abt the money being drawn every month..*bear in mind...she hadnt even touched the ACCOUNT!!*
She approached the brother, and asked,"What have u done?"
OH gOD!! IT WAS ThousandS being drawn!!!
The parents later learnt of the incident..but they also blamed the girl for her stupidity..
"U shudnt have..."
But wait..Any idea why the girl will give the pw??
It was mere trust that she's willing to give her pw juz like this..
She thought the brother could be someone who to be trusted..
She was sad..that time...the cousin msg her..
And he learnt of the issue..
Dunno when...but somehow one particulaR day~ He called heR brother..
AND SCOLDED HIM!!*well..err..the ger only noe this when the brother try to find fault with her and told her he was scolded by someone who is younger than him!!Amenz..why that cousin hoR..>.< so brave as to..SCOLD HIS ELDER COUSIN?
The parents was told by the brother..that even the cousin noe le..
"WAD??!! u JINX!! WAD ON EARTH HAF U TOLD HIM? OMG..THE WORLD WILL NOE!! WAD U THINK U R TRYING TO DO??TO BRING SHAME UPON US?"`=.=
*she meant no enil intention...juz a slip of the tongue..*
That period of time..
The girl was really in depression..(she was slapped wadever~ abused *be it called*)
The laptop issue was nv raised up..
till one day..hehe*secret*(sorrie for this part)When There is miracle...
The laptop was bought.
By the parents.
She was so glad!!
can anyone feel the joY?
She was so happie...that one day when she returned home..she nearly broke down into tears..
She was really touched...
There, She is now using the Compaq V1000 Presario model *the latest model* = )
hehe..alot of probs rite?? but..there's still more..is beyond words...*here is only some examples*
This girl sounds sad uh??
Her workplace..Her frens..say she looks like cartoon..
She always appear to be happie..
But no one really noe wad's going on around her in fact..
Some called heR "Mickey mouse..,Kai Xin Guo??"...But her true self is juz a introvert..a *ku Gua*(bittergourd)
Yeah~The next time when u see heR really see heR smile..i muz really take my hat off u le ..
coz..U ..light up heR lifE anD brighteN uP heR daY!! = )
Hehe thx alot for those who brought heR go Gai Gai today~...That Foutain was GREAT!! hehe...juz feel like quenching my thirst juz by putting my mouth in the middle there...hehe..
Try to crack more jokes wif me ba..Coz i dun crack jokes at home. so next time dun say??===>>"Hey huimin..Can u sit another table? Coz i noe i will laugh my head off!!" "ERm..Try to stop amazing me for a moment???CAn u do it?? : -P"
Smile always...(dun be like the girl hoR)=that's me alright.
- evileen